Alast.

Almost 7 months away from this hobby I used to take up, I feel welcomed in this world.


Much has happened. And by much I mean a lot.

I don't really have any hatred towards everybody, but it's just in general. I just hate people who acts like jerks, and mean creeps. And random people. Yeah. Those people. I've learned a lot this year though. Like how some people don't turn out how I thought they would. Like how some people aren't mean, or arrogant, or a freak. Like how, some people are definitely way nicer, funnier and easy to hang out with. Like how there's more than just a smile behind an innocent face. Like how, I'm beginning to be see the beauty in every living things surrounding me. Like how, I'm starting love things again.



I guess it's typical a love-hate thing. Yeah. I guess you can call it that. I don't really know. It depends on the stuff, you know? I hate how mixed up this feeling is. Blegh. So as I said I now opened my eyes wide and see that there's more than meets the eye. I've been a lot friendlier than I used to be. I don't push people away that much. For now. But I still don't open up to people, which is another love-hate thing I do. Not trying to boast, but I feel.... different. Bizarre. In every single little way. What I love the most is that I've created awesome bonds with people I least expected to even be friends with. I mean, how awesome is that? I just hope that nonetheless of whatever happens after this, the bonds will forever remain the same. I'll hang on to this.




Yesterday was a totally memorable day. Utterly superb. I couldn't ask for better. It was SMKBJ's Sports Day and well, you know how I love sports. SMKBJ is the best, especially when it comes to their sports spirit. Everyone just charges up. It's just incredible, how it works. Amazing. During the preparations for this big day, I've made a lot of new friends and throughout the events, the bonds just keep getting stronger and stronger. I love how the events magically make us transform from being strangers to people who joke around together, like brother and sisters, nonetheless of our age differences.




My house, Mars, didn't win. And to be precise, we were at the bottom. To think of it, it was pretty disappointing because of our amazing achievements from the past years. But then. Hey. I mean like, we all had fun right? And that's all that matters. These things are not supposed to be about who wins and who loses. I mean, of course it would be a great honor to win. To get a cool trophy and a decent title. But look on the brightside. We achieved way better things during the process of the special day. Like our bonds, our friendships? All the beautiful memories we created, the inside jokes we had? Those things are what matters. So dear Martians. Don't ever be upset, alright? If you ask me, we've already won. We all won. We're all champions. Jupiter, Earth, Mercury, Mars. We're all champions. We're all winners. And I'm proud to be one of you guys. A huge congratulations to Earth, who performed a great comeback. You guys did a really awesome job.




Writing this, I mean, typing this brings me to tears. Tears of pure joy. We all expected this one to be less fun, since it was held at school. But it turned out great. Really great. I'd thank everyone for being such good sports. And for my seniors who just had their last sports day yesterday, I hope you guys had an incredible time and lots of fun. We wouldn't have had fun without you guys, so thanks a lot! It's been a day. Only a freaking day, but I already miss it loads. Going back to class is gonna be hard, I skipped tons of classes for the event. Looking back at all the trainings, the help we pitched in to make props for our tents, the bittersweet memories, the sprains and sores we got all over our bodies, I'm glad I went through that all. I'm glad I had fun.





I'm still standing. Still proud.